October 21st 2005 | Friday | 8:15 PM
Hi guys, just want to let you know, I'm stopping my entries in Pitas. The reason why is simple, I'm too lazy to chang the lay out every month XD
But I'm not quitting to blog.
You can check my entries on my Live Journal
Here's my LJ: Everyday is Sunday!
I'll back with my own lay out soon, but not in a short time.
Thanks for all the support and messages on the tag-board.
Visit me on my LJ!
Arigatou n sayonara!

May 17th 2005 | Tuesday | 11:35 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I'm 22! What? I can't believe that I'm already 22!
Well, it's a pretty hectic and packed time to spend a birthday actually.
When the clock pointed at 12:00 am at May 17th, I was actually still in my campus, finishing my project for today.
First time I spent the first hour of my birthday while I'm doing my projects, interesting huh?
It's so funny back then when I'm still a kid, I would feel so happy on my birthday, looks like something fired up inside me.
But now, well, I can say that at the first half of the day I didn't really feel anything since I'm soooo tired... yeah I went home at around 2 am last night.
And at the evening my sis and her bf came home, brought me foods, gave me birthday cake, and even gave me, a long-awaited collection of Doraemon's plushes! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
So towards the end of the day, I think I feel happy now, with what I have so far. I know this isn't perfect, there'll be no perfect life in this world. but until this state I'm quite happy.
In fact when I blew the candle, I want to cry, 'coz I'm surprised with the surprises from my sis and her bf. *sobs*

Anyway, I want to say a million thanks to my parents, what can I say, they done so much to mos of my life, love u mom & dad!
Thanks to my dear sis & ko Jemi, wow you guys are the best! Hee hee.
My dear, lovely, honey pie boyfriend, my Wei, love u most! Love u most! Love u most! Thanks for all of your support to me. You done a lot for me. I can't wait to see you again.
Paulin, Jentuk, Feeling, Linda, Laura, Dwi, Sherly, Atin, Zico, Abok, those my bestfriends, thanks a lot for the sms, messages, and testimonials. You guys rocks! And the other friends from Indo, sorry I cannot mention you all one by one, my head is too tired now, but you must know who I mean (of course you know). Okay, thanks a billion guys!
Thanks also to Elaine and Anna! The starbucks and jamba card is really a big use for me to keep me awake! Go team nums!

I still got 2 classes to go, but it's pretty easy, I still can survive for that two! ;)
I think I have to start packing for my flight on Saturday night.
(Yes Indo! Can't wait to step my feet on your land again!)

Gosh, I need more sleep!
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May 6th 2005 | Friday | 12:51 PM

I went to Kabuki Theater Japantown yesterday to watched Of Love and Eggs, or Rindu Kami Padamu; an Indonesian movie directed by garin Nugroho. It's part of the San Francisco International Film Festival. I get curious about this movie, and I bought the ticket like a month ago.
But unfortunately, the electricity in Japantown area suddenly went off, and guess what? Yep yep, me, my sis, hwr boyfriend, and his friends couldn't see the movie. It was so stupid 'coz it never happened before. D'oh...
But at least, the director showed up there! Really surprised me. Yes I met Garin nugroho. I got a chance to say hi, shake hands, put some smiles...yeah you named it. And I took some pictures with him too, but too bad, the camera isn't mine. So I cannot upload it in here... well... it's okay.
Oh yeah, I met Dewi and Karina, my Indo friends from AA at the theater.
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May 4th 2005 | Wednesday | 7:09 PM
Phew... It took me longer this time to finish with this new lay out. I thought it will be simplier, but I was changing too many stuff and I also get busy with my school's projects.
As you know, the semester will be over in 2 weeks. That's mean, the finals are heading up soon, and I'll be heading home soon!
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April 13th 2005 | Wednesday | 6:10 PM
Sorry for lack of updating. FYI my internet was down for a week, and I've checked the modem and everything, and it was okay, nothing wrong. It happen to be the cable on the modem, looks like is got burned or something. Stupid cable.

I dunno why I want to write about this, it's not even concern to be my life or so ever, but I just wishing anybody with this kinds probs will try to look out for a better way to enjoy this life.
I happened to read kinda stuff about this person who said life's suck. And for him/her, this life is full of emptiness that he/she cannot feel.
Well, my personal opinion about that, I'm not tryin' to be a expert or what. But we all grown up, and the person who complain about this isn't child anymore. You know how sucks life could be, and it's normal. I think people who always think life is useless is kinda...err... well, the problem isn't about the world or this life, but is about the person him/herself.
If you cannot get this one, why don't you try to turn yourself to other direction and look for others that possibility will workin' for yourself?
Why keep blaming on others when yourself don't even want to try to moving?
Life isn't so bad. You'll find a brighter days than today.
And for those who always thinking about gettin' suicide, maybe you think if you die, it will sound so cool and everybody will crying for you.
Or maybe you think with the death of you, people will life happily 'coz you think you such a burden to others?
Those people who hate you, they'll don't give a damn about your death, and those people who love you so much will not live happy if you die. They'll suffer more and more and regretting more things that they haven't done to you.
Even after you sommiting suicide, thing will never turns out like what you expecting. It will be worse.
There are many people who still want to live longer but suffering, they don't have much time left, but they still fighting for their life until the last minutes.
So for all of the people out there who think this life is sucks, isn't fair, and always thinking about die everyday, snap it out! Try to look at different way about your life.
Talk to someone. Don't say you don't have friends, you have it, and it's just you who always closing your heart.
Try to live your life to the fullest. 'Coz when you realized how good this life could be, maybe it's already too late, and you'll regret it for nothing.

I often got depressed, but I try hard ebough to not thinking about death. Coz I know it won't solve any problems.
Speaking about depressing, yes yes... my finals are coming and I got 5 weeks left!
GYAAAAH!
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April 3rd 2005 | Sunday | 11:39 PM
A deeply mourn and condolences for our great Pope John Paul II.
Even he already gone, but his spirit of peace still live in this world forever.

For reminders to all of the pals in USA, that today is THE DAYLIGHT SAVING. So go and change your clock!

I went down to Serramonte today and shopped for quite things.
Yesterday was fun, I went to San Francisco Zoo. And that was my first time to go there, hahaha.
Can you imagine? I already live in SF for about 3 years and there's still lotsa places that I haven't been! Poor me...
Anyway... spring break is over. Few of the classes already talked about final.
Don't you think is so soon? You just relaxing for a week and then you heard another big project come along? Geez...
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